You Have
Been in my Dreams
12/18/15
It's Christmas time. This
is the last of the year, and we all want it to be perfect and
magical, everyone happy and even joyful. We remember the good years,
when things worked out pretty much that way, or close to it.
It's hard to dream great
things without including other people into our hopes. Especially if
they are our children.... I found myself dreaming for one of my
children, and I even started getting anxiety because I can see, she
is altering her course away from what I want for her. She wants a
lot of the same things that I want for her, but where I can see the
pitfalls and valleys – all dangerous of course - her inexperience
and even naivete do not properly warn her. I worry over all that may
befall her.
But God is gently
reminding me that she must dream for herself and live each day as SHE
chooses. I did the same thing when I was young. God is reminding me
of His patience with me, and His discipline when I have veered off
course. There were plenty of times that I was the wayward sheep.
Yes, I know that the world
is a lot more dangerous now than then. I know that we are like an
ant in a hurricane. Evil forces crouch at the door waiting to pounce
on our unsuspecting kids. But God has heard our prayers and He loves
them. He has listened to our intercession for each one. And He says
in a quiet and loving way, “You must not try to force your dreams
upon them. I am God. You are not. Trust me to do what I do.
So miraculously I have let
my expectations go – like balloons floating up into the sky until
the sight of them is gone. I don't know what's best.... but God
does. I'm not their Holy Spirit..........but God is. My motives are
not always pure.... but God's are. I have decided to trust Him with
what was His all along: my precious children.
Oh, I'm not going to sit
back and do nothing. I'm giving my time to prayer. I don't know
the outcome of specific things, but I know Who does. He tells me to
pray without ceasing. Our passionate and heartfelt prayers are
perhaps the greatest fear of our powerful enemy. We must travail in
prayer, holding these precious ones up constantly to Him, but
refraining from trying to conform them to our very small ideas.
God's dreams for them are huge and amazing. And He has the power and
authority to make them happen.
Give the people around
you, room to live. If you want to change them, or find that your
help is unwanted, take your concerns to Him in prayer and then don't
take pick them up again. If you have PD, then you know the deadly
effects that anxiety produces in our bodies.
- go to God in prayer
- pour out your heart to Him
- Trust Him to act
- Never stop praying
- Trust Him in everything
- And did I say.......Trust Him?
- Trust Him